Sorry I haven't been on deviant art lately. I've been so busy for one. And i've done some really really stupid things!!! I've hurt many loved ones around me. And many of my loved ones are doing even worse than me and it's tearing me down. I'm trying not to let these things get to me but they are. But imagine people your are always close to walk out of your life. You can never talk to them again! I've been really sad ang really happpy. 2 of my best friends I can never talk or hangout with them again. And they don't understand why! Me and my parents have been having problems. For the first time in like 7years I told themwell wrote them how I really feel. They weren't even suppose 2 see it. They found it. I guess I've been under pressure. I'm always crying becase major things around me and things i've done.